A little child's song

This song is sang over and over again. You'll hear it in every Birth occasion, the celebration of every birthday.

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While my little boy enjoys humming the Happy Birthday song so much recently, his mummy is feeling rather confused + terrible. That kind of feeling that you're not giving him enough as a child and providing him a better environment. Guess this is the aftermath since the meeting of the daycare. This feeling is haunting the mummy's mind as long as she is awake.

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While he sings, he is celebrating! That lousy feeling overwhelms you even more. What is it that as a mother you can celebrate about now? Knowing more clearly that certain things is beyond your control.